Honestly...

Honestly...it's been a year since my last post. Which explains why I can't find where the heck is the word/ icon for a new post.

Honestly...I have absolutely no idea why am I writing (or rather rambling) here. Maybe it's after reading my other half's (you know who you are <3) blog ="">

Honestly...I do not know what have I done since I left tots tots. It's like living a dreaded nightmare every single day. Fine, fine it's not a nightmare. But definitely a dreaded not-so-good-dream-kinda-thing

Honestly....I am not even sure of what is the plan for myself.

Honestly...I am seriously contemplating of going back to studies. or at least going back to something that I *really, really* love. Or is it just me looking for an excuse?

Honestly...it got me thinking that I am not a good friend as I thought I was. Perhaps I take things for granted. Now that I miss them, I am not even sure if they care. 

Honestly...I JUST love my girls. I was going to categorize them (you know, like girlfriends for life, girlfriends from college) but nope, not going to do it. Cause I love all of you. Serena, Junie, AW, Lainez, Yen, SY, KT, Mei Yum, Mei Yoong, Ryn, GY. And also YL & Shafeera cause both of you are part of who I am. Gosh...that's a long list. But, when was the last time I saw them? Useless of me but still, love you. 

Honestly....I love my guys too. Nick, Adrian, Jason. And yes yes, Freddy, Eric & Joel too =) And yes yes yes, Aaron Khoo.

Honestly...if you are reading this and you did not see your name, I love and thank you too (only if I really know you and you are not some stranger who chance upon this obsolete thing =) ). Simply because you were & are part of my life. 

Honestly....I think I'm somehow still stuck in Adelaide. Too much yearning I guess.

Honestly...I am the most un-pious person that I can think of right now. 

Honestly...I wonder why does He treat me so nice. Time and time again, He will pull me back to Him. And yet it seems, time and time again...I will drift away. Lord, please forgive me. Can you pretty, pretty please show me the way? 

Honestly...I have to stop talking and start listening more to Him. Stop planning and ask what are His plans for me. 

Honestly...I have nothing else to say.

Honestly...it's really hard to continue the sentence after "honestly" without using the word "I".

Honestly...I (see, told you so) should stop now and go to sleep. Else, go through another unproductive, unhappy, un-awake day at my living nightmare. 

Honestly...how did you even get here with all the nonsensical, hormone *imbalance*-induced, all-over-the-place ramblings of mine?

Thank you.